just for clarity i did not write this lol

When I see your smile
tears roll down my face
I can’t replace.

And now that I’m strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know ill find deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

it’s ok. it’s ok. it’s ok.
And seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I’ll be the one.

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever.
I’ll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Girl you’re my
you’re my
my true love
my whole heart
please don’t throw that away.

Cause I’m here, for you
please don’t walk away and
please tell me you’ll stay, stay…

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know ill be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Heres my new song…..keeping it simple and sweet, i wrote this based on a recent motivation or *circumstance* i just recently had. Its called Goodbye;

Did we create a modern myth
Did we imagine half of it
Would happen in a thought from now

Save yourself
Save yourself
The secret is out
The secret is out

To buy the truth
And sell a lie
The last mistake before you die
So don’t forget to breathe tonight
Tonight’s the last so say good-bye
The secret is out [x4]
Good-bye [x17]

thats all. no chorus…just kind of a ongoing theme. tell me what you think.

Well, here i am in Texas enjoying the sun and definetely enjoying my classes. For those that donot know what i am doin in the ARMY, i am training to become a Combat Medic. Theres medics and nurses that stay inside the Base, and then there are medics that go out with the Infantry and go to the “hot zones” on the front lines……I will be one of the many to go to the lines. Pretty cool eh? Today i just took a National Registry test for CPR and passed it with flying colors, so now i just need to blow the rest of the EMT-B and EMT-I away. I can say that being here in Texas is a blast and couldnt be any happier with where my life is going right now. I only see clear skies ahead of me and i thank the Lord for being with me every step of the way. I have a few prayer requests, if you dont mind; Strength……strength to overcome the sometimes overwhelming fear of death. The thought of actually going into a combat zone and literally holding the life of someone in my hands is frightningly intimidating. Its a big burden, because i know that there will be people that i will not be able to help. Another is patience. This is going to be a long school for me….about 16 weeks to be exact. I need diligence as well….b/c Lord knows i love to put fun before work sometimes, so pray that i will seperate the two. Thank you all, and be blessed in everything that you do.

Basic Training was a blast! Ive learned alot about life inside the Army, and more importantly, i have learned alot about myself. Things are only looking uphill from here and only Blessings are coming. I wish i could type more in but im on a time crunch right now, got alot of things to do in a short amount of time. Be blessed, and stay strong in all that you do.

Well. Tommorow is the big day. Im excited, and anxious. I leave for Basic Training tommorow and wont be back home for about 4-6 months. Have fun w/o me peoples, and i pray many blessings over you. Thanks for being a friend,

Kris

Another Poem for you all.

In Search of Love:

All my pains and sorrows come from that father figure i never had,

But the things i learn from help me to grow and become that one-in-a-million dad.

The love i will show will be straight and true, and wont become a dimming light,

And the wife i have will know what it feels like to walk and live in the Light.

The Lord will guide us, and make us True, and never will desert us,

And my passion for my family will become one that has never been heard of.

I Love You Lord, forever and always,though my actions may not show it,

But understand that my love for You is always, ever growing.

Protect my wife, make her pure, and guide her in Your warming touch,

And reveal her to me when Your ready, but only when my heart is just.

The way i meet her isnt known, but i know You will prepare it,

I Love you God, i need Your Grace,

And i want and need you, in our marriage.

                     Well, thats my poem thing. You can tell pretty much what its about. I know it really dosnt flow as well as most other poems, but thats mainly because was speaking out of my heart and really not caring how it seems to be written. Thank you for the audience =)

I want Love. Ask me what love is, and i cant tell you. But Love is what i want. Find it for me, bring it to me. Love is what i want. I want indifference, Love can bring that. I want equality, Love can bring that. I want you………Love can bring that. Love will wait, Love will cherish. All i ant is Love, and Love will find me. This is not a poem or song by the way lol, just one of my thoughts in my head, no depression, no hurting, just kind of thinking out loud in a way =)

New song:

New Heaven

Universe (surrounds you)
When your ready it waits (for us) to leave this earth
Come on, they’re calling your name out…..
I dont know
I could stay or leave
Either way
‘Cause the comet can take us
All the way through

Goodbye, Safe, Heaven, New
Ill be waving
Goodbye, Safe, Heaven, New
Ill be waving goodbye

Return to see everything
Looks the same
I dont know if the change it made was grave                                                                                                        ‘Cause the craving remains the same

Goodbye, Safe, Heaven, New
Ill be waving
Goodbye, Safe, Heaven, New
Ill be waving
(Goodbye)

              There you have it. watcha think?

Sweet…..my first Cd is finished. Only one song has words, but thats because i wanted the rest to be a musical kind of thing. it has nine tracks, oh and one remix of a justin timberlake song, so basically 8 tracks are my own. The one that does have words (besides the JT song) will blow you away, guaranteed. If you wanna hear it just lemme know when you see me. Thanks yah….oh and thanks to Last Chance Studio……Canon made it happen thx bro.

My first recorded song….officially.drums and all are in it as well. ill get it on a cd and let you listen if need be. Fast Tempo.

Pull:

I’ve looked outside
But I’ve never wandered out

I’d like to pull you into me
Intercept you, in between
but I will never walk without, outside

Thatta way, outta the way, stay away from you

I’ve looked inside
but I never wandered in

I’d like to pull you into me
Intercept you, in between
But I will never wander in, inside

Thatta way, outta the way, stay away from you

Universe, Breaking us down

Thatta way, outta the way, stay away from you
Thatta way, outta my way, stay away from you
yoouuuu, yooouuuu, yoooouuuu….

Universe, Breaking us down. (end)

There you have it. one down…alot more to go. movin on up =)