“Will a man find a home….if he walks the world alone….searching for a promised land…..another day walk and wait….for his choice to end in fate…searching for life among the dead…once i held, you near and words would clear my hand….rested upon your heart….now by night…and flame my core you make my love…when will and answer be found? Where is my Child.”
Listen to those words as you say them to yourself as i did. What is it…that i am walking this world alone for? You know why ive had such a hard time with the things ive done here in Korea? I chose not to find a home…i chose to walk the world alone. I was searching for something i knew would never be there. Everything i did….alone. Everything i was…alone. Everything i am…..alone. Where have i gone? What road did i travel to bring me here…and can i go back? Nothings going to change what has happened here. Ive done what i can do…and you know how ive realized that?
“Its been a long time comin…long time…and im ready to go…and im steppin out the door…doing what feels right…followin my Lord through the darkest night…and when the path gets narrow…ill follow Him…and when the world come down around….ill be with Him….Ill be with Him…Ill be with Him….He said sing it on the mountain…in the valley low…Hes my God and He never let me go…He said sing it on the mountain…fight in the valley low…every man gone see and every man will know….that Peace runs deep…deep in Him.”
Im sorry…for isolating myself from those i love and needed.
“Oh Eloi…Oh Eloi…Lama Sabacthani…..”
